Monday, December 1, 2008

Lives lost............

Dreams & Life

Having a dream is what keeps you alive. Overcoming the challenges make life worth living.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

FINISHING IT

You started it you finish it..........

Great Expectetations

They are something every one has. The question that one has to ask is what are my great expectations??

What are they??

I honestly don't know the answer, not only that it seems I am also in capable of answering it.

Hope I made sense.

reading either or

Miss one and you miss everything........

Thursday, August 21, 2008

moving on

While we are moving on with our lives, often we tend to move away from the people we knew when we were growing up . It happens to an extent that even the memory of those people and friends fades away. We visit the neighborhoods where they live. Think about them, that, they are in the same neighborhood but do not take the time to visit them, or even call them. Then one day you find that ten years have passed, and the friend you knew has died.

It will always stay with you that, he lived in this neighborhood but is no longer their for you to see. Every thing's the same but their is a void in your heart as if someone has take a part of your heart out. Life goes on but the memory remains of the lost opportunities and regrets for the calls you did not make.

The saddest part will be, if only, I had made the call. What might have been??

When we are young it never occurs to us that we may have to deal with the loss of some one we grew up with. We think that we are invincible, that there is always tomorrow.

When we grow older only then we begin to have an appreciation of the things that are around us. Along with a need to stay connected.

If you have read this, then please make the call that you know you should make but, put it off thinking there is allways tomorrow.

Monday, August 11, 2008

six months

Today I celebrate the half yearly anniversary of my joining my current organisation. It has been an interesting journey. Full of excitement and boredome in equal measures.

What am I looking back at? What have i Accomplished?

The one thing that i can take form what me stint is that politics plays a very important role in the functioning of any organisation.

Leading a team is the greatest challange one can face as one always has to evaluate his subordinates. and put the best foot forword.

The learning is the thing that i can take away from my current position.

the woman

It has been a little more that 4 years that I saw her walk through the door. and a week since her 30 th birthday. Her face has grown indisdinct. The voice no longer resonates. But she remains the standard against which I judge every woman I meet.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

BHADUR SHAH ZAFAR MARG

An old and interesting set of office buildings each with its own uniqueness and utility. But i am not talking bout its uniquenss. I was there for a meeting today. Gettin there was eazy. Getting back was nearly impossible as no auto wala wanted to go to CP.

I wonder why??

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

bomb blasts......

A post westphalian state is one which has a monopoly on the use of organised voilence. Namely through the use of law enforcement agencies for internal voilence. The military for externel voilence. This is used to perpetuate its legitemecy and further the interests of the state, as the case may be.

Wherever, the state has lost its monopoly of organising voilence and its ability to control it. Its legitimecy has also been lost. The most recent example of it lies in Nepal where the monarchy has been overthrown and replaced with a parliamentry form of governement. This was accomplished by an armed insurgency, by forcing the state to recogonise it. The monarchy was doomed when it started the negotiation with the insurgents.

Back home in India, the situation is little diffrent. It is beset with internal insurgencies and unrest. This is mostly a result of dis en frenchising of the different population groups, along with a struggal for resources. Majority of them cam be controled through simple measures of economic development and spread of education along with decentraliastion of authority as envisiged through Panchayti raj instutions. In order to re-franchise the groups and to eleminate the sence of alianation which is pervading amongst them.

However, India is also facing a differet kind of voilence. Which is amplified by the recent series of attacks, e.g Varanacy, Faizabad, Banglore, Ahamadabad, The aborted attacks on surat. These are urban centers whch are growing as a result of economic libraliasation. The objective of the attack is only to demonstrate, that, nowhere it is safe in India. The level of organisation dispayed in terms of execution of the attacks suggests that the attackers are mounting a serious challange to the monopoly of organised voilence of the Indian state.

In order to preserve the legetemecy of its existence the attackers must be brought to justice as soon as possible. As a lack of credible action will only serve to erode the authourity of the Indian state.

Is any body paying attention???

A Prayer in Spring

Oh, give us pleasure in the flowers today;
And give us not to think so far away
As the uncertain harvest; keep us here
All simply in the springing of the year.

Oh, give us pleasure in the orcahrd white,
Like nothing else by day, like ghosts by night;
And make us happy in the happy bees,
The swarm dilating round the perfect trees.

And make us happy in the darting bird
That suddenly above the bees is heard,
The meteor that thrusts in with needle bill,
And off a blossom in mid air stands still.

For this is love and nothing else is love,
To which it is reserved for God above
To sanctify to what far ends he will,
But which it only needs that we fulfill

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Darkness & Light

The post is about a performance every one is talking about, "The Dark Kight".

What is it that makes it work?

Is it the magnificent performance of a dead actor. Or the brilliace of the narrative. Where there are no winners only losers. No light only night and no day at the end of the light.

Can some one hold the line against the night? Can the line be held until the light. We are conditioned to believe that, take comfort dear heart there is always light beyond the clouds. No matter how dark the day there is always light.

What do you do when darkness perceds darkness. night after night, hour after hour, minute after minute. All hope is lost, who do you look up to. where is the hope. where is salvation.

Hope and salvation lie in the hands of one man. Romans called him Ceasor. For gotham it is the Shining kinght batman (Anonomus) and Harvy Dent the Disrict Attorny. The most recognisable face in the city. On whose sholders the hopes of an entire city rests.

To answer the question," What is it that makes it work?"

What makes it work is the hope that Harvy will take the city back from the Mob, and give the city back to the citizens. Everyone, including Batman belives it. That he is the future and not Batman.

It is all the more, heartbreaking when this hope is shattered. Batman must sacrifice himself and his reputation to preserve the fiction that harvey was the rey of hope for the city and his loss is a loss of the city itself.

The price that batman pays is not one that he can pay out of his own free will. But it is one that he must pay. He must endure as he, is not one man but a symbol and an idea. Men die ideas don't.

That is what makes this film work.

No more no less.

domestic lives

Why do people come to office at 8.30 in the morning if they have to talk about their family lives till 10.00 am.??

The discussion is all about clining washing cooking and children. Sometime i feel that I am not in the office, but, rather in a kitty party for women of the locality.

What their Husband are like what their children are like. Complaining about the in laws.

Tea and biscutes are also present.

Pls spare me the discussions......... and get back to work.............

Thursday, July 10, 2008

minding your own business

It never ceases to amaze me that people interfere in all sorts of things that do not concern them.

why do they do so, it is beyond my comprehension

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

pedistrians

The old joke is, "a pedistrian is some one you run over in a car".

The lack of facilities makes them risk their lives in order cross the road. However, where the facilities are present it makes no sence for them not to use them.

can some one explain them the the subways ar ment for them the cross the road.

Please..................

parking in palika

this in an excellent facility. which is not being utilised by people. It is so when they park their cars in the coridors instead of the slots allocated to them.

makes me wonder why do people who can buy cars worth 20 lacs, dont have sence worth 20 paisae.

can some one enlighten me???

restless

rest rest preturbed spirit

Ships that Pass in the Night

Out in the sky the great dark clouds are massing;
I look far out into the pregnant night,
Where I can hear the solemn booming gun
And catch the gleaming of a random light,
That tells me that the ship I seek
is passing, passing.
My tearful eyes my soul's deep hurt are glassing;
For I would hail and check that ship of ships.
I stretch my hands imploring, cry aloud,
My voice falls dead a foot from mine own lips,
And but its ghost doth reach that vessel, passing, passing.
O Earth, O Sky, O Ocean, both surpassing,
O heart of mine, O soul that dreads the dark!
Is there no hope for me? Is there no way
That I may sight and check that speeding bark
Which out of sight and sound is passing, passing?

A Boundless Moment

A Boundless Moment

He halted in the wind, and--what was that
Far in the maples, pale, but not a ghost?
He stood there bringing March against his thought,
And yet too ready to believe the most.

'Oh, that's the Paradise-in-bloom,' I said;
And truly it was fair enough for flowers
had we but in us to assume in march
Such white luxuriance of May for ours.

We stood a moment so in a strange world,
Myself as one his own pretense deceives;
And then I said the truth (and we moved on).
A young beech clinging to its last year's leaves.

DUST OF SNOW

The way a crow
Shook down on me
The dust of snow
From a hemlock tree
Has given my heart
A change of mood
And saved some part
Of a day I had rued

other peoples children

Ok you are a parent. but why does the adventure or misadventures of your baby be discussed in the office. That too in a manner that rest of the office is hering about it as well. ...........

The most annoying thing about it is that no concern is shown as to who cares to listen and who dosent.

getting on

common guys stop discussing and statrt doing....................

why does every thing have to be discussed.

Monday, July 7, 2008

Rohit house

One building which is an eye sore. the stairs are cramped. People have to line up in order to take a lift. one wonder if the building has the fire safety certificate. Parking is non existant.

The positives

maybe the cheapest rentals in CP.

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Delhi City Reborn

The city is being reborn every day of the week. people are changing the old heartlessness is still present. but a new kinder and gentler soul is now taking shape. which is a treat to watch.

how long will it last?

Dont know.

but i have hope that it will endure.

people

why do they have to bluff about the thing they don't know? why don't they simply accept that they dot know some thing? even in the face of some one who know what he is talking about.

I wonder??

Thursday, June 26, 2008

loyality

if one is a citizen of india then he should be loyal to the country. their is no place for divieded loyalities.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

discipline

either you have it or you don't ..........

Saturday, March 22, 2008

friends

The fights the arguments and the midnight calls. the marathon movies sessions. Meeting every Sunday. I have lost the count of years we have been together.

Without you guys with me i would be a shell of a man that i am.

thanks for being with me. you may be out of sight but never out of mind.

work

Its easier to work your self. Then to get work done from others. Its tough being a Boss. as have to take into consideration the needs of yous employees along with the needs of the organizations.

when the individual ends and the organization begins is a difficult judgenment to make.

Different employees have different points where they end and their work begins.

Different employees take the different attitude of work. Some take ownership of what they do. Some give up early and leave the task unfinished. they are the ones who are a liability to the setup.

the ones who take complete ownership of what they do. and finish the job to the best of their abilities. Go home proud of what they have done during the day. They are the ones who will grow tremendously and quickly in a rewarding setup.

It is the job of the boss to make sure that his employees are rewarded adequately for their efforts.

m back

I have been out and about travailing the north of the country. Meeting people and seeing places.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Delhi A City Rivived

I started this post a long time ago. Only now have dicieded to finish it. The purpose was to remark the changes that are taking place in a city I have lived in for the past 22 years. Of which slightly less than 17 have been spent in Lodhi Colony.

The past 10 years have been remarkable in the tranceformation of the city. The transformation is taking place primarly in the civic infrastructure of the city It all started with the judgement of the Delhi Court directing that, all the publice transport vehicles in tehsity must be run on CNG (From Buses to Autos). Followed by the Delhi Metro. Today, the defunct DTC has been revived and it has beed done through the introduction of low floor busses both AC and non AC on key routs.

All this is helping towords turning the city into a better place to live.

One hopes that the momentum of this transformation is not lost. Along tith a hope that the same process will be repeated in other cities on the country.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

character

The strength to go on when one just dose not know defines ones character. It is especially true in times of crises as you are being tested from all sides and salvation seems a long way off. The ability hold on to ones dreams the ability to endure the difficulty. The willingness to take a chance , courage to take the initiative to make a desired change. is what defines character.

It is not only the strength to go on but also the strength to ask for guidance during moments of confusion. The ability to apologise for a mistake. The willingness to go on when all others have quit.

It is easy to go with the flow without thinking. But it is important to be able to think for one self. and take a stand in life.

This is what defines character.

hi.........

Hello World,

This is my welcome message to you. I hope that you are in good sprits.

Regards